Why bother?

I have had this on my heart for the last two years but as I see it becoming a reality I cannot help but wonder….Why bother? Who wants to read the life and times of me? another inspirational story of a puerto rican kid that made it? I just wonder if I am fooling myself.
Plus it is is hard to really bare my soul. I am at the part where I am digging deeper and it sucks. People are so mean and hateful. Especially believers. argh……..
I see myself as the woman that does not fit in and at this point in my life I do not care to fit in but that is hard for some to come to… For me to love myself and realize there are some that love me just as I am.
Okay so this post is more for me to write and realize I need I am bothering to write because I need to encourage you!