Seriously… So there is a God

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
2 Corinthians 4:16 NIV
http://bible.com/111/2co.4.16.NIV

We all really need something to believe in and I think that is hard in this day and age. It’s hard to have something good and positive. It feels like everything out there is so angry and hateful. I think one of the big reasons why I have felt like I needed to share and write this blog and start doing some writing was to share how I saw some thread…… A thread of goodness.

It was hard for me at first to become a Christian. Becoming a Christian for me is a way of life and has been such the last 25 years. I say that because I’ve seen the hypocritical b*******. And so I know that it’s hard to believe and I know that it’s hard 2C churchgoers and not people really living a life of Love and Hope! And so I’m not saying I’m perfect I’m far from it! But I try to practice what I preach and not every day but I do right. You would understand if you had an alcoholic abusive mom read scriptures after she just killed your baby too….. It’s amazing how f***** up a 14 year old girl can we come inside and I thank God that the 41 year old woman I am has really transformed into this woman!!!

Look I know it’s not easy but we all need to believe in something and this verse is the verse of my heart and I know it is even more because if you look on the blog somewhere or if I fell down my stairs and broke my wrist and this is the one that I have tattooed…. It’s a long story about a heartbeat and every so often there’s something going on and God reminds me of this verse. And this morning was one of those mornings if we don’t look for God’s hand print in our lives and Little Miracles like that I think we forget that God does exist. And not just like that but in our neighbors, in our friends, in the faces and in the air and space of daily life. Who are we to say that God is Not in the air and sky and heart of the trees. Who am I to say that God is Not In You even if you have not been to church? God loves you and me because he created us. We need to learn to look for the god in each of us right now. And be kind to that God in us.

And just like this verse says don’t lose heart though outwardly we may be wasting away inwardly we are being made new. How are you being mean you inwardly how are you taking care of your soul, your spirit? Feed your spirit with positive things and love for you or created by a creator. I love you my dear reader and I hope you have a great day and a great weekend until next time!!!!

YANA

Remember You Are Not Alone and to use your voice for something great like you!